haix.. i always can't concentrate whenever i come online. i'll be either chatting online, come blogging, or do something else instead of doing what i should do. in this case, i should be doing my holiday assignments. (oh darn. i'm having hiccups) turns out i haven't completed any of them. cos i'll be doing this halfway and stop. and start on another one. i know. it's pathetic.

and now my mum and sis are outside playing some computer game. if i'm not wrong. the longer they play, the more i will feel left out. cos it's a 2 players game. actually, i'm playing with my sis. but my mum asked me to help her install some game in another computer, and she took my place. turns out it can't work at all. whenever i said i want to play, they'll be like: 'aiyar. later lah. go away, don't disturb me.' i meant. even if it was you, you will also feel left out, right? so i simply walked away. then, they realised that i'm 'angry' at them. so they'll be like giving all sorts of excuses and ask me if i want to play. i'll either be ignoring them and just say i don't want. if i said 'i don't want'. they'll be like: 'aiyar. i'm having stomachache. help me play for a while lah.' WHO CARES? that'll be my answer. so here i am now, typing this post. and i just closed the door. ( i was locking the door before that. xD)

oh yar. tomorrow is my mum's birthday. actually wanted to make cheese cake. but nvm now. who cares about them. who knows. i may ignore them for more than a week. i may not even buy anything or make anything for my mum. neither would i say 'happy birthday'. maybe i'm too bad. WHO CARES? they didn't even think for me just now. even my youngest sis got to play. she's there pressing and pressing some button. and now whenever they ask me anything. it's be a short answer. i don't want to bother about them anymore. just like what they did to me.